When Did I Become This Way Poem by Cleo Blue

I-I I wonder when i be came this way
When did i start talking softly
And stutter the things i say

I've changed
Was it becuase of you?
Or maybe me too?
Or something completely new...

When did i become too kind?
Should i be mad at you?
What's my state of mind?

Is this something i can change?
Is my old self in range?
Can i go back to the old me..

When did i become so shy
And so distrustful
Even to the tears i cry...

When did i become so... different.
I wish i knew what this meant.
Its like i needed a whole knew heart
After you tore mine apart...

When did i become so shy
And distrustful
Even to the tears i cry? ....