When I Am Over The Sky Poem by shreyan roy

I am lost, going to sink
i smoke, i drink
i cry i, don't think,
i sleep, i don't blink


when i am over the sky,
deep beneath where i fly.
in the end i do see,
where the dust is just me

rules and laws i defy,
because i live in the sky
i am chained by my time,
where i'll pay for my crime.

this which flows in my vein,
locks me out from heaven,
i want more of the rain,
before depart from all pain

no more left is my time,
to do right of my crime,
never knew what was right,
till my blood lost the fight.

when i am over the sky
havent realised till i die
when i am over the sky
there would be nothing more to cry

this disease which pulls my breath,
to the way of my death,
if i had just more time,
before i go over the sky.
__shreyan roy