When I Illusionise..... Poem by kaushik chandrasekhar

Dry leaves fly amidst the dust, the heat of the summer tempering,
I can only hear the drizz drizz of my feet on this empty road,
Somewhere i stroll with no destiny nearing,
The surrounding brownish yellow skies darkening my pulses,
All i have with me is a bunch of Hope,
Nothing else has got to do anything with me,
Corrupted understanding confusing goodness beneath,
Energy i had drowning in the form of memories,
Inside of me no regrets for having seen so much pain,
So tired of running i better quit, with agony,

Which i picked up Nowhere, for these incomplete Senses,
However I am still moving rather away,
Against all odds towards happiness,
The sun reminding the lights of my life,

Lived and died along heavens so far,
Often disturbed by realities across the world,
Very possessive about my soul which killed me,
Expectations brought to me by misfortunes,

In this confused state of seperation and disturbance,
Sometimes i fall,

When i illusionise that she loves me still................
kaushik.c
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