Why Poem by Craig Mize

Sometimes I wonder why is life so hard?
Why does it come with so much pain and heartache?
Why do it seem like I got the weight of the world
Sitting uncomfortably on my shoulders?
That when I got to cry I just can't,
Even though I got a monsoon of tears built up inside me.
Why do I feel like I'm all alone,
In a world filled with millions of blank faces?
But two billion of eyes staring at me.
And even with that why do I feel like I'm invisible?
Why do I feel like if I disappear that I wouldn't be missed?
Sometimes I wonder why do I keep holding on to hope.
Why can't I just accept the fact that I am destined to love,
But I will not ever be loved back.
I know that I am the outcast and black sheep of my family.
But why can't I be like everybody else?
Why do I got to be me!