Why? Poem by don't ever ask

why is it that everytime i'm around you everything else fades away?
why is it that nothing but you make sense?
why can i only find peace in your eyes?
why do i crave for the sound of your voice?
why do i still recall the sweet taste of your lips?
why can i still feel the warmth of your embrace?
why do i still hear your voice?
why can't i breathe whenever i'm around you?
why is it that talking to you is so comforting?
why does my heart beat races with your smell?
why do i want to always stroke your hair?
why do i want to hear you laugh?
why do i want to just stare at your smile?
why is it that you're so much for me?
why is it that you're the only thing that's worth it?
why do i want to only take care of you?
why does a photograph of you bring me to the verge of tears?
why do i feel like running into your arms?
why do i need you to feel something but hate towards me?
why don't you just let me know you?
why don't you share your pain with me like before?
why is it that everything we had, is apparently lost?
why do you hide?
why do you fear me?
tell me why, oh why?
why do i keep repeating our conversations over and over again?
why do i look forward to have even a glimpse of you?
why can't i keep you away of my innermost thoughts?
why do you still reside in the deepness of my gloomy heart?
why can't you see how much i NEED you?
and why, please tell me why,
do you push me away if i want you so bad?