Why Am I Punished! Poem by Jaycee Wilkerson

The door is close
And my heart is froze
Its cold outside
And its cold in here
I havent heard
My heart in years
I and dont know what
Tears feel like because
They feeze
I dont even have anymore
Energy left to fight with
I have hit rock bottom
I know because my soul feels
Like it has been slaugthered
No need for screaming
Cause no one would bother
Im alone to face my fate
And im suffocated by my problems
I saw the light, and I went to it
Then it turned pitch black
What did I do to deserve that?
Why do I suffer hurt like that?
I love but Im hated
I give but, things are still taken
Am I not good enough?
Because Im num to pain, the reason?
My suffering reigns soo deeply?
I dont understand!
Because I never lived in vain
I have cherished everything you gave me!
I even love the ones who betrayed me!
So why does it feel like you have slain me! ! ! ! ! ! ! !