Why is it so hard?
So hard to face the reality
Well, reality bites as they say
Truth hurts….
Things keep coming back on me
The things we had cherished
To which we tried to nourish
Yet now it’s been vanished
I thought if I’ll feel better today
It would go on the next day
But sometimes it draws me back to reality
That you’re no longer with me
I know it won’t be easy
To be dealing with reality
Yet it would be more hurting
To just keep on hoping
Many times I cried to the Lord as I pray
Praying He will take the pain out of me
To ask Him of the most hurting thing
To let me forget my feeling
I tried myself to hate you
Believing I can hold on it too
But out of resentment
My heart says I shouldn’t do
I hate to feel like this
Drowning with loneliness
When all I can do is cry
To pour the hurt as it goes by
Now I just don’t know
How I will face tomorrow
When solitude and fear invaded my heart
I don’t know where to start
As I talk to the Lord I asked Him
To lighten up my load
To give me more strength to endure it
Then show me the real essence of it
I can’t do this without you Lord
Is what I’m always telling Him
Though I don’t see and hear Him
Yet I know He is listening
Ozamiz City
May 4,2007
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem