***why Should I Keep Fighting? *** Poem by mona martinez

My heart is bleeding,
From the pain,
I try to seek help,
Im told,
It not real or,
You trying to seek attention,
I close up because,
What the point?
It what was supposed to happen,
I wasnt suppost to be save,
My abusers made it clear,
The more i try to get some help,
The more it backfires on me,
I cant explain how i feel inside,
Even when i try,
Im reminded of the pain,
How im alone in this world.