Window Of Dreams Poem by Alii fenwick

One Day I Opened A Window Of Dreams..
Smashed By Something Which Was Not What It Seems..
Something In The Form Of A Boy..
Ruined My Life..Played With It Like It Was Just A Toy..
Rough One Day..
Pure The Next..
'I Love You' That’s All That He Ever Expects..
All The Things You Gave Me.. You Put Me Through So Much..
Every Ounce Of Feeling..Every Hand Of Touch..
Every word that ever reached your mouth..
Nothing True..Every Sentence I Didn’t Fail To Doubt..
All The Long Tears
All The Painful Fears..
You Pushed And Pushed And Pushed Me Away..
But Now Its Gone..My Emotions Can Be At Bay..
I Thought You Were The Best I Could Get..
If Only If Only..
We Wouldn’t Have Met..
On That Cloud..
You Were The Silver Lining..
That Boy That Had The Extra Shining..
It Was Fake, Unrealistic, My Heart Was In Deep Debt..
If Only If Only..
We Wouldn’t Have Met..
I Hurt Too Many People Through This..(Through You) ..
All I Ever Wanted Was For You To Actually Love Me Too..
Then You Made Me Realise..
All My Friends Had Spoken..
I Had Closed That Window And Begun To Woken..
I’m Worth So Much More..
Maybe One Day You’ll Wake Up..
And Your Heart Will Become Sore..
As A Result Of Tore Upon Tore..
Because You Did That To Me..Of Which I’m Sure.

I Closed That Window..
Yet Couldn’t Bring Myself To Lock It..
That Small Candle Is Still Glowing Just A Little Bit..
Yet Why Isn’t It..Actually Lit?