Window To My World Poem by ihope i'mok

Close your eyes so you can see
Is there a you that resembles me?
Open a window and look through
Am I just another mirror to you?

Sometimes I feel like I can fly
Just for a second I'm in the sky
I'll lift my hand to grab a cloud
Then my reality gets too loud

I get so angry and full of hate
I don't like myself or my weight
A screaming rage bubbles inside
And there is no place to hide

this is the place where I begin
so I make an exit on my skin
watch the hate flow from my wrist
This is the only way I can exist

Like a sink without a drain
I open it up to get rid of pain
I open it up to feel free
Is there a you that resembles me?

Then I feel like I can fly
Just for a second I'm in the sky
I'll lift my hand to grab a cloud
But then reality gets too loud

Close your eyes so you can see
Is there a you that resembles me?
Open a window and look through
Am I just another mirror to you?