With Him Poem by skitzophrenic lost

You said things were getting better
You told me that you'd love me forever
But today you left me for him
You said you didn't want to go
But 2 hours later and your still not home
I wish I could rip this heart out of me already
Every time it feels whole you break it in 2
Each time it becomes smaller and smaller
And maybe one day it'll become to small to feel
I can fade away and pretend none of this was real
I've found my relief from reality
The place were I don't feel time
I wish I could spend my life like this
I wish I could leave you behind