Within Me Poem by Malevolent M.c

Take this as my verbal dismissal letter,
to you and for you concerning our endeavours,
We've 'moved on' for a short while, but it feels like forever.
a dull blade to the throat, the good was fully severed.
And no, i'm not feeling clever at all, I haven't really felt very well, since early in the fall.
Got me on my hands and knees, but i cannot crawl. Something's stopping, me from || moving on, while i walk away, i feel your grip on me so strong.
And when it happens, it's like my feelings are reborn, only bringing me back to the ability to mourn.
And i get stuck ina position of severe depression, it can happen at anytime, to bring me recollection, i'm there with you, but then i open my eyes and there is only the truth..



Why is it that your here....In me

I live everyday knowing that your deep....In me

No matter what i do your still there....In me

What should i do to get you out from....In me


I know we are all || homo-sapiens, but when i'm with another girl, it feels just alien, i feel bad, knowing that i never gave her a chance, sometimes when i'm with her,
i look and make her you for a glance.
And for a short time, becoming entranced, and if she notices, i need to enhance the romance, to make it all better.
But even after that i still don't ever feel clever, however i really don't know how to react, my brain at the moment is performing a balancing act, theres is to be or not to be, that is the question, but the query has my hand clutching my midsection.
No matter where i stray, it's like i'm always misdirected.. I just look at myself, i and i want to breath and think clearly, but i can't seem to do so, with you in me.



Why is it that your here....In me

I live everyday knowing that your deep....In me

No matter what i do your still there....In me

What should i do to get you out from....In me



If your listening to this and you know who you are, i'm sorry, i don't mean to make it strange by little or far, but these feelings i wish to immortalize in the form of a song, rap it over a beat with meaning, somewhere it belongs, prolonging the actions, that i take in order to blur this axiom fastest, the worst part really is, i don't know if how i tend to feel is even good or bad? i don't know whether if you knew you'd Smile or maybe feel sad?
i don't really know what to think, maybe i've got issues? Maybe not if you consider it somethign of a tribute, to you and i for everyone to hear and see, only the future will tell if it was really meant to be. But owell right? C'est la vie...C'est la vie.


Why is it that your here....In me

I live everyday knowing that your deep....In me

No matter what i do your still there....In me

What should i do to get you out from....In me