Wrong Vs. Me Poem by Ntshima Ramokone

Is all about what happened,
Please allow me to deliver this
Public service announcement to you

I know you have been through the storm
Because of me being griddy at you
Because of me being ignorant and having no confident and fear
And we never been together

But you had been my life supporter
You built my life
To certain extend
You were part of my soldiers
You supplied weapons to me
Even though I didn’t
Use them all
To win the war
But you had your fight
Now is my turn
To use those weapons
I do kept, as
My treasures from you
To win the war

You were genius at analysing me
Despite the fact that
Sometimes you were playing about me
And even laughing at me
During dark times
But it doesn’t matter at all

Because I know when a person is playing
And when she is not
Meaning I knew what you were thinking
I knew you were beautiful, even now
But more than what I could say
Oh! Sorry about going too far babe girl,
But I have to,

You acted like my angle,
You acted like my moon during the night,
My sky during the day when I was only your mate
I owe you your honour as I’m in debt of it
I didn’t plan to write this, just happened, but
Maybe I write this because of the of the memories I have for you always
Which are just like the sound of the melody of devotion
Playing each and every day in me

I do appreciate what you have done to me
And I don’t know how to express it enough,
As my mind would doesn’t act enough
But I appreciate you the most,
Because you worth more than the gold to me

It could sound foolish
But I have to reveal the truth to you
And truly I didn't plan these
It just happened that I must write it for you
Because of the things that I did
Things that I did foolish to you
Which were wrong, wrong! ! !
Compared to the precious love you gave me

I’m tired of not being me
I’m tired of temptations
Of evil spirits
Trying to destroy me
Trying to stop me

But it can’t survive to stop me
Because I’m unstoppable
Break me as I’m unbreakable
To tell you the truth you got to know
Because I do got the Holy Spirit in me
The love that God gave
Which is full in my heart and soul?
And I will make the impossible,
Because I’m different

I’m trying day and night to work on being
Who I am
I'm trying to be the one
Who would bring some change
Because I’m different
I repeat,
I didn’t plan to write this, it just happened,
But only God knows
Because he is my light,
My way and my life.

Matter fact, you know what Babe girl, I’m out,
I feel like I’ cant finish up these food because of the time which is on me, but maybe I would tell you more when I’m myself not me
And Jar bless you