You Created A Dying Heart Poem by Calum Thomas

I am sat here now, shaking, crying
My only wish now is that I could be dying
If only that could happen, that would be great
I have decided, that is my fate.

You said you loved me, cared a lot
You were the only friend I could have ever got
Now you hate me, want me dead
Want my heart, broke, on the bed.

Now you’re gone, what can I do now?
All I can do is scream and shout
You were my life, all that I had
Now you’re gone
I never knew life could be this bad.

I walk to the kitchen, grab a knife
Hold it to my heart
This is the end of my life.
I take a breath, knowing its my last
And take a moment think about my past
It was good, when you were there
But you have left me
I am in pure despair.

My mind is going mad
I don’t know what to do now
Shall I stay alive
Oh how! ? Oh How! ? Oh HOW! ?

My grip on the knife gets tighter
my hand is stuck like glue
I shove the knife into my already broken heart
And this is all because of you…