Rosa Lin

This time it wont be about you.

Staring out into the grey skies as the rain comes pouring down
I have nothing else, no one else to believe in, not even myself.
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Find me a boy that will tell the truth and nothing but the truth even if it hurts me
Find me a boy who will make promises and keep them
Find me a boy who will text just to say hi or call just to make conversation
Find me a boy who will just know when somethings wrong without me saying a word
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Without you I'm broken
But yet not spoken
I love you so much
Lost without your touch
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You’re always smiling
No matter what goes wrong
You’re always ready
To move right along
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If only I cared for you
The way you care for me
But sadly I don’t care for you
It can never ever be
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Vandalized?
It's prettified
Let's take this time to socialize
Not materialize
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So whenever you're around, my heart skips a beat
My stomach's at unease, and I simply can't breathe.

You suck the life out of me with a simple hello
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You're like an injury.
Healed, but reoccurring
Painless, but has it's days
Never truly 100%.
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A simple hello
A smile to brighten your day
How I want to say
I love you today
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Did you know that intentionally trying to kill someone is considered murder?
Is that what you're trying to do?
Are you intentionally trying to kill me?
Stabbing me with words.
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Regardless of how perfect you plan your future, something will always change.
Regardless of how perfect something may seem at a specific moment, it passes.
Regardless of how prepared you think you are, it is nothing compared to how prepared you actually are.
Regardless of what you want, the world doesn't always work in your favour.
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Did you ever think to yourself that you could be more?
That you were meant for greater things
That your path is being carefully drawn?
Did you ever think for an instant that you couldn't achieve
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As I sit here pondering about nothing in particular
As I type away not knowing what my next line will be
I realize that the world around me is constantly moving
Revolving on a day to day basis, stopping for no one
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enclosed, hidden, captured.
restless, reckless, lifeless.
confined, defined, denied.
still, absolutely still.
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I lied. I'd like to ask a few
Why I wonder every day
Wish I kinda knew
You drifted off from me
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Hate. Anguish. Pain.
There is nothing much to gain
Sorrow. Sadness. Grief
In shock and disbelief
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You are the reason for the smile on my face.
But at the same time, the tears that run down my cheeks.
You are the reason I breathe each day.
But at the same time, cause me to become breathless.
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Just a little while longer
I'll wait for that day
Everything that happens
All the things that you say
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I close my eyes and all I see is you
Why can't you be with me
And feel the way I do
I want to feel you close to me
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