Happiness, oh happiness,
waiting to burst forth from me,
happiness.
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Today I start all over,
today is a new day.
I forget the past, and all those in it;
those who looked my way.
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Am I good enough for you,
so much older; full of knowledge.
Do you think that I'm smart too,
even though I despise college?
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Restless, jumpy,
I walk; alone because
I am always thus so.
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I have become an empty shell
because my shell is gone-
in more words than I can tell.
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Tired and groggy,
i awaken to the suns first light.
I move swiftly, cautiously,
for my fears hold me tight.
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When I saw the look in your eyes,
I knew I had done wrong.
Sadness overwhelmed my soul
as you sang that sad song.
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I take a step outside,
feel the cool crisp air;
the wind whips my face,
stinging like a thousand needles.
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My brain pounds with agony,
is it because you're not here?
To hold me close, make me smile,
chase away my fears.
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