Thinking of those times long gone
Those times whenthings were simpler
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Through years of suffering this lonesome path
And long slow days of hiding from her icy grasp
Outwardly I remain stable, solid, and lacking wrath
Due only unto the pitiful fact that I idly clasp
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I remember when the lilacs bloomed for Easter,
In a colder climate than this.
But now as they bloom, not for Easter,
All I can feel is summer's approaching hiss.
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“Don’t take it too seriously,
Its only puppy love”
My mother’s words often came to mind.
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I missed you when you passed,
But I did not cry,
I missed you as time passed,
But I did not cry,
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As my heart beat slows
And my blood stops its flow
I glimpse a second of reprise
But a second, is eternity to My eyes
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Times Long Gone
Thinking of those times long gone
Those times whenthings were simpler
When one simply felt joy or sadness or anger
Those are the days that I miss
Those days without love and hate
Those days without jealousy or contempt
Those days back when my mind didn’t run slowly
Because of the emotions clouding every single synapse
Those were the days
Back without love or hate
Back when I could look at every
Face, and feel one of the three main
Emotions, but those days are long gone
And now I have to face the world and ascend
Now I have to figure out why I was sent to Earth this time around
I miss those days without complex emotions
I find that I hate love and hate equally
and will never find peace as long as I hate hate
and continue searching hopelessly for love