Izumi Shobhya

I want to succeed but I don't want to
What if it doesn't feel as great
What if reaching the final door closes the other gates
I don't want to end up losing all my faith
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I feel this jealousy
When I see others take the legacy
I know I shouldn't
I try my best but I couldn't
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Those beautiful night skies,
those never ending fights.
I wish I still had you,
but, you are out of my sight.
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Don't want to but
Falling in the loop again
Guess it's my fault
to expect them to understand
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Technology, what has it become?
It was once a tool, used to make arduous and monotonous tasks, easier,
Maybe even enjoyable.
But now, we fall into the endless spiral of social media, And forget to give time for the things that are real,
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Thank you teachers for
reaching deep in me,
Finding the light that even I couldn't see.
Guiding my boat through the storms,
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न छाया होता अंधकार
सबका होता आदर सत्कार
न टूटता कोई परिवार
चलती न धर्म के नाम पर तलवार
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जब देख सारे रिश्ते नाते रण मे
अर्जुन करुणा से भर आया था
चला त्यागने युद्ध वे भ्रमित हो आया था,
बोला
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I may not regret what I did but I surely will regret what I didn't...
So let's solve the mysteries n don't let the truth be hidden
Let's try something out of the box, let's try something different
Cuz ik I may not regret the things I did but I definitely will regret what I didn't...
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The fomo is real
the time I wasted
the opportunities I missed
all results leave me pissed
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Everyone's talking bout being the cool kid
But do you know what cool is?
Being able to say ur heart out
Not being scared to put up your true self
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I have fomo, my dadi has it too
I'm 16 while she is 72
I'm antisocial, socializing isn't something she does well too
I also want to fit in while she barely makes it through
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No crisp air
No diving in her eyes
No exchange of memories
I lone cherish mine
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Pen in my right hand
the duary in left
I still want to write
but my thoughts feel like a theft
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A black glittered
and I saw red
Was the sky blushing
Or a scar gushing out blood..
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