When placed between two loyalties
And a choice needs to be made
Reason and logic disappear
And simplicity starts to fade.
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Its been six long years
But I feel you as if you were yesterday
Despite your flaws;
Your inabilty to love-
...
It was that one night of being with
That now leaves too many nights being without.
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I Wanted To Believe.......
That I truly could trust you
That it wasn’t you who deceived me-
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You have taken from all of us.
Your treachery has infiltrated our hearts,
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Years of ignorance
Moments of denial
Have led to this retribution
Hoping this is the last mile.
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Today.
Nothing special about it, nothing new.
As the minutes passed, the routine continued.
It was only when you touched my hand -
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Although he is here no longer,
He will forever live in your heart
Keeping you safe, making you stronger-
An unspoken bond that will never part.
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It's amazing what secrets are kept in the mind.
Tucked away so deep, so far away from existence -
That you would never even know they were there
Then it happens. One scent. One word. Maybe even one sound
...
It happened a long time ago.
But it feels like moments.
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Divided Loyalties
When placed between two loyalties
And a choice needs to be made
Reason and logic disappear
And simplicity starts to fade.
Once the decision has been made,
A line has now been crossed
I have the sense to recognize
A side that is now lost
The more I try to do the right
The harder I seem to fall
You have no idea the strength it takes
To try and remain standing tall.
At the cost of everything I hold dear
I will continue to walk this path
And though I know it will anger many,
I am ready to face their wrath.