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Saved up in a bottle are all the tears I've cried, ever since you went away-
behind bars you now reside
making the same mistakes that we tried so hard to avoid
now leaves us in the same sorrow-
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Living day to day
gasping for a break someway
living talking telling lying
become all meshed as one
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Its been 28 years and Im ready to face
the pain i endured at an early age.

I came into the world pre mature
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I sang to you just like a dove
and wrapped you in my wings of love

now i cant lift off and take flight
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Ive always been real good at making bad decisons
im even gettin deeper at diggin the hole i live in

pushing away the poeple that want me to stay close
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Trapped between two opposites
stuck, stranded, glued
obsessed with the decision
not wanting but having to choose
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Darkness
Spin lazily
Till I see
Light.
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Don't you realize that words hurt me too
That I cry just like the rest of you
I'm human
and I want someone there just like you do
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Nothing is going right
This year has been an endless night
I have no where to turn
I feel alone in this plight
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Father, I do not hear your words.
As in quiet space and black night I am.
Where is your discipline?
Gone non-existent.
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I'm not the same little girl
that I used to be
I'm starting to learn
what I want my life to be
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till i fade is when i stop, but still i climb shinning though im at the top, fallen so heavily in lust with you, a part of yourself has chiseld me through. im free from me, but so into you, afraid of unsticking if im allowed to choose. but choice is what kills the flame in your eyes, i wait around the clock as for you it flys by.
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She wiggled her toes in the sand
and looked around at this giant land
All she could say is I don't understand
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Don't you realize that words hurt me too
That I cry just like the rest of you
I'm human
and I want someone there just like you do
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You got a bad habit of staying out all night
Finally upon return your tired and hungry
From slangin’ beneath street lights
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I feel naughty, like a little girl
Violating a cookie jar
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After months of darkness and non stop rain
Blue sky appears with rays of sun burning off my pain
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Never been one
To be with everyone
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19.

“Baby your perfect, your curves and all
I think I love you, I mean it doll”
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Must there be a name for an illness like this?
My head is half broken, my heart is homesick
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ash enslow Biography

Hello. The Road to hell was paved with good intentions. My mother told me that as i was growing up. She was right. Choices, consequences. Patience is a virtue. Knowledge is power. What you see isnt always what is there, and almost never what you get. Ten steps forward, five steps back, and if your lucky you wont get stuck in wet cement. Up shit creek without a paddle. You only get what you give...bullshit. ive gotten jack shit and given a plethora. recovery is a process, not an event. If you pray for patience, dont get mad when God makes you wait. Ta-Da!)

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Tears In A Jar

Saved up in a bottle are all the tears I've cried, ever since you went away-
behind bars you now reside
making the same mistakes that we tried so hard to avoid
now leaves us in the same sorrow-
your back in jail, and Im alone on the streets, broke and unemployed
you know ill wait forever to once again feel your embrace
But with you in there and I'm alone, I feel I'm being erased
forever holds the future, the present seems so frozen
without you by my side, I'm dying a slow death of love sick poison
every night I cry when I fall asleep alone
until the moment we meet again, my life has been postponed
hearing all the sappy songs on the radio at night,
I reminisce of times you caressed my body and how you felt inside
The more I write the more i think, the more i think the more i hurt,
please come back and break this curse
my bleeding heart is scabbed and scarred, Im saving all my love for you, with tears in a jar.

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