Brandon Hoeg

when we met it was unpredictable like a shooting star
I will always love and accept you for who you are.

I love how your wierd and I totally get you,
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DREAM LAND
im in a dream world where its dark and always night,
just a dirt road with nothing in sight.
nothing but sorrow, cries and screams,
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They say before you commit suicide, you should reflect back on your life ride
so i lie hear as i start to cry tears, thinking back to my fears, forget thinking i'd rather just die here
but before i take eternal rest, i sit down at my desk, and write a fresh, good-bye letter, saying how i wish my life was better
i read back to my self what i wrote, about how i wanna croque, ive always been good at writing sad notes, i sketched a smiley face on it as an ironic joke
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im sorry to you all but i must say good-bye
ive done nothing but failed, now theres no use to try
the only fair option is to die
when your a fallen angel all theirs left to do is die
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I hate you all
when i dropp the ball
i guarantee that i see you all fall
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DONT RUN AWAY CAUSE I'LL COME AND FIND YOU
DONT TURN AROUND I MIGHT BE BEHIND YOU
SOMETHING LIKE ME MIGHT SCARE AND IS QUITE RARE
BUT BEWARE CAUSE IM YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE.
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IM FALLING DOWN I CANT STAY ON,
IT WAS ALL RIGHT BUT NOW ITS WRONG
AND ALL I EVER DO IS RUN.
IM GOING IN THE GREAT BEYOND,
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dark times, no soul, heart shattered
i just stopped caring, and felt like nothing really matterred
i lost hope, and i just had given up sadly
only sorrow, nothing, i was never happy
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black nails, black clothes, black infected heart
all he wants is a friend and a new fresh start
but everything he ever loved was destroyed and torn apart
hes disguised with fake smiles, he hides his true self in the dark
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When i look in the mirror disgust is my only reaction
ive brought this on my self by user actions
im scared of myself, and i hate who i am
im scared what i would do if i had a knife in my hands
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Hi America, today i wrote something for you
your the worst thing ever and you do whatever you want to do
you think im ignorant but I know what your up to
you tell us the grass is so green and the skies are so blue
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In this deadly mirror I stare
I notice the reflection and I start to get scared
I look older now and I have longer hair
Different little features but im still the same man
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Forget this
I'd rather fall in the ditch
I see more evil in this world than upside down crusifix
Get buried and call it quits
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your smile is what gets me
the thought is what hits me
do you wanna be with me?
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All you ungreatful people need diamonds and gold bracelets
you cocky punks are the definition of high maintnence
putting up with you is the reason I have so much patience
just pack up your ignorance lock it up and throw it in the basement
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Im sweaty im dirty and im looking in the cabinet
i gotta have it, find the pill bottle grab it and take a tablet
only two left man this is tragic
pop the final pills so I dont go rapid
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WHAT IF I DIED TOMORROW,
WHAT IF THIS LIFE WAS NOTHING BUT SORROW.
WHAT IF NOTHING ELSE MATTERED
WHAT IF NOTHING WAS WHAT IT SEEMED,
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everything freezes and stops what its doing
the grass quits growing and flowers stop blooming
the sun stops shining and everything dies
the world is ending and nobody knows why
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im done with this dude its f*ckin all the same
same rules, and chess moves its the same game
same mom's whining and crying
same dad's b*tcing and lying
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