Jelly Beans(My Evil Habit) Poem by Brandon Hoeg

Im sweaty im dirty and im looking in the cabinet
i gotta have it, find the pill bottle grab it and take a tablet
only two left man this is tragic
pop the final pills so I dont go rapid
I thought I got some more how could have this happenned
Man I hate myself for having such an evil little habit.

But I love these multi colored pills they look like jelly beans
they take me to places and give me views that ive never seen
but sometimes they make me mean, make me even wanna scream
they're killing my life why have i become such a fiend

I only have myself to blame
I thought that I could feel fame
But ive only felt shame
they took away my name and they locked me in a crate
filled with so much hate you made me hate this place
take the pain killers off my plate and replace it with a new slate

I pull out my phone and dial 911
put it on speaker as I pull out my gun
I should shoot holes in my face yeah sure that oughtta be fun
erase my face the addiction is done.