carolyn oclaire

Today is the day.

The day that I have to say.
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How could you just take her with out nothing to say.
You could had told me in some kind of way.

I'm trying my best to understand that you wanted her home.
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I know your hurting,

But your hurting me to.
Tell me what you want me to do.
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If I had known what trouble you'd bring.

I would have never let you love me.
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How did we come this far.
when it should of ended from the start.

How did we lose what we had.
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A piece of you will always be apart of me.
No matter how much I love you,
I know this could never be.
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Behind this wall lays my soul.

So full of pain and out of control.
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I sit here and my tears begin to drop.
Loving you is something that I can't stop.

The longer I sit here thinkin' of you,
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Letting go was the hardest thing I had to do.
Even through my heart still tells me that I love you.

I can't hold on to something that may never be....
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Anger has invaded my soul.
I've lost all control.
My heart holds this frustration.
I'm trying to have a little patience.
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As I sit here watching my baby girl sleep,
I'm just loving the fact that she apart of me.

Where is the time going?
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I sit here and I swear I'm just gonna brake down for no reason at all.
And I'm trying my hardest to hold myself together and stand tall.

The pain,
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Your love is like a silent river that flows through my dreams.
Your love has a hold on me,
At times I feel like I can't breath.
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Sometimes my mind drifts back to the past.
Just curious if we'd never dated then,
Would it had last.
So long ago,
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I told myself that I will no longer allow one to brake my heart.
I was so weak to end it before it had a chance to start.

I told myself that this love isn't worth the pain.
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Betrayed by you.
Got me confused.
But truthfully what do I have to lose.
Thinking hard about what should I do.
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You've left this trail of tears...
Now I'm broken and lost in my fears...
Searching for a understanding...
Why you were so demanding...
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Who are you to tell me that i'm not what you want me to be.
I keep tellin you all i can be is me.

Who are you to try and break me down.
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Today is one of them days.

where every thing just goes the wrong way.
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Your love as such a big affect on me.

It's got me seeing things I've never seen.
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