I Told Myself Poem by carolyn oclaire

I told myself that I will no longer allow one to brake my heart.
I was so weak to end it before it had a chance to start.

I told myself that this love isn't worth the pain.
This heart ache shall no longer remain.

I told myself I was gonna end it today,
But then I saw you......
I got choked up on word....
And I couldn't remember what I wanted to say,

I told my self I need better then this..
Time and time again you've built me up with faults promise.

I told my self it ends here and now
Because I...........
HAVE the right to smile.