Isla Bolin

I feel like I am drowning
The waves smash against one after the other
I try to scream for help but it comes out silent
Nobody can hear me as they to have their own waves
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I can't sleep
I twist and I turn
I count sheep
Close your eyes
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What is the point?
When I was younger I would say "Love"
But now I do not believe myself worthy of love
For who could ever love such a mess like me
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I smile
I laugh
I give a gentle nudge
But it is all
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Dear friend
Do you still love me the way I do you?
Get the same burst of brightness when our eyes meet
The feeling of comfort as our hands interlock
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I am tired
I just want to close my eyes and sleep for a very long time
I tried to tell me friend but she did not understand
"If you sleep for so long the world move on without you"
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I have a headache
I got bad night's rest
That's what I tell people when I have an attack
They don't need to know why I frantically leave the room
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