I've opened a new window, to some of the people
calling out to the ones supporting the causes of the Bible
not all those leaders who teach to let my soul guide my life
because the soul of man only creates strife
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right now, there's soo many decisions to choose again
and goin' college feels soo much like I'm movin' in
to a strange territory of strange women and men
I kind of wish now that in the wilderness I would be sent
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do I really want to lose my life?
Over another person?
It's either me or both of us...
down or up... for both of us...
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Soo many already
Heart breaks and pains
Becoming numb
Life being drained
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The sweet and tender whispers of a girls’ heart
Oh sometimes how they call to me
Like the sirens of a mythic sea creature
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Why is it that I do these stupid things...
Foolish I am for not respecting the man and woman that bore me...
But why is it that when I seek to be heard, my voice isn't able to reach out to them? Why is it that their childishness isn't wrong?
It takes soo much of my person to cooperate with them...
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Your birthday's coming soon
and I'm lookin' up at the moon
Knowing how much you hate me
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Never ever trust in the human mind
'Cos it can turn carnal, that's what you'll find
In the right
Light
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I feel like I'm living in a dream world
Living between worlds
Between the nightmare and some sort of heaven girl
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