Lilith Jenenji Poems

I've only now become aware,
of you gently stroking my hair.
For hours and hours we've lied here,
our bodies warm and oh so near.
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There, always there.
You, you're always there.
In my mind, in my head.
With me untill I go to bed
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There, always there,
You, you're always there.
In my mind, in my head,
with me 'till I go to bed.
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When did we first meet again?
You've thrown me off my feet again,
This time in a way I didn't want.
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Lovely pulsing heart sensation,
deep-black monster mutation.
The door keeps slipping farther
away from my grasp.
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Siblings,
why'd you have to go, why'd you leave me alone.
I'm so lonely now without you, I have nothing to talk about,
Now the house is quiet and the phone doesn't ring.
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Take your Words,
Turn them into Pins,
Stick them in my Heart,
I'm dead to my Shins...
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Oh my god, this pain again,
it's eating away at my soul.
I'm so sorry, I'm so so sorry...
I never meant for things to be this way..
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