' ' Poem by Garima Raj

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When you are not just waiting but yearning deep!
For something, for someone or what?
When you are out of every zone.

Not very tired of everything, not hopeless, not dying every day, not hating anything, not in that numbness mode.
Still, those tears come out and sometimes don't.

Such an ambiguity when you feel trapped and free at the same time. Definitions
change every moment.
Not writing or telling to express or
explain.
Neither an urge to show nor to hide.
Not finding anything out of anywhere.
Neither indecisive nor full of plans and dreams.
Why am I so simple yet so complicated?
Horizons; Perspectives; Meanings.
Do mistakes make you a blurred existence? Or a better one? Or the unforgivable one?
What and why is trust the driving force of all this or is it not?
Why every writing and speech reflect something and someone?
Can anything be so devoid of everything?
Does that make any sense?

To be continued...