08/12/2008 Do I Want You Back Poem by Coreena Dejesus

I want this man I love this man,
But not how this relationship began.
I want a man you may never be,
I know deep down that you love me.
Am I living in a fantasy that you can become,
At times I feel that I’m just so dumb.
I want you to be honest and faithful lover,
The person I fell in love with and discovered.
I see the good in you every drop,
But the good you constantly stop.
You tell me your working for us,
That your showing so much progress.
I want this story to be true,
All I really wanted in life was you.
But I don’t want the fake front,
This is something I’ll say very blunt.
I love you more than I love me,
My love everyone can see.
I think back to when we make love,
Two people intertwined fit like glove.
Your soft kisses knowing my every sound,
Our bodies locked and bound.
Your fingers caressing my skin,
Feeling you deep within.
The way you would hold me so close,
The dropp of every article of clothes.
The sound of the bed or dogs barking,
My nails into the sheets marking.
Every memory of movies and salsa, and chips
The way I love you came out your lips.
Your stubbornness when I busted out the camera,
Everything to the dog named karma.
I invested so much love and time into you,
That we aren’t meant to be together can’t be true.
Do I need to just stop and move on?
And realize what we have might be gone.
You hold the answers just tell me what to do,
Because at this point I don’t have a clue.