A Beautiful Cure Poem by Wishing For Perfection

Everyone says its an addiction
something i cant break
Everyone says im weak
and a little too emotional.

Well everyone doesnt know
the pain that hides behind these eyes.
Nor will they ever...

They only see me from the outside
only able to see what i show
They only see what they want to see
so that they dont need to know

They all want to help.
No. I wont let them.
My cure works just fine.

The more i take
The less i can feel
The more i take
The less i remember

I take just enough
not enough to make me deathly sick
but enough to make my body numb
and my memory fade.

A beautiful cure it is.