A Creepy Idea Of My Own End Poem by Abel Obando

crushed
upon the ups and downs of my head
a dead end
my paranoia's darkness
consuming my brain
morbid thoughts
dancing all over my dreams
an upcoming tragedy
making up the news today
crashing stories
for a man's unfinished suicide
living lies
that makes me believe
that some day i must suffer my own lies
friends, family and girls
once loved now forgotten
will send me to the asylum
where i will just die
but not til the damage is spread
across their lives
by this lonely man
who needed pain to forget his past
and now all alone
I can say goodbye
within the lust and pain
of their sacrificed lives!