A Day At Bay Poem by Jerad Castaneda

you say it doesnt matter, i say it does, you try to get me to talk and all i can do is look at you like a deer in headights. The days go on like weeks and still your in my mind like i still have chance, I am not fine, No where near you say Sh*t happens, and i cry.
I am sorry it took losing you to realise what i really love....and what i hold dear.
This one fact will never change I love you still, i will love you even if you dont want me to, why you may ask because i can't find in me to stop loving you. i know i am a mess in more ways then one.................but you know all this and your most likey tried of hearing it....so i guess one last time...Bella......I LOVE YOU,
more then the sky, more then night, and more then you will ever know and more then i can show. you make my days bright when they are grey, your like the sun that casts my haze away, your smile puts my fears at bay if only for a day.