A Life Without Me Poem by Bailey Fae

I have a problem
I can’t get out of my mind
My head is pounding
And I’m falling behind
Every night I’m getting closer
To breaking past my little thought
Every day is there’s a reason
That gives me some effort to try
But this dream in my mind
Puts me to peace
With a slash on my thigh
And a burn, for release
I tried to stop
But without it I’d be dead
The little whispers in my head
The shadow crawling on the wall
The smile that covers it all
So now I cry
And begin to dread
Going through with the thoughts
That are in my head
My last words are to be:
It’s all because of what they did to me.
I lost what was mine
They committed a crime
My body, my soul
Is fragile and cold
It can’t handle any more
I’m so sorry if you’re torn
About your future without me
Don’t worry now
Ill be happy
And so will you
Once you know that I’m no longer
Suffering and ruined.