A Tainted Start Still Mocks My Heart Poem by Kellyn, A Grau

Tormented by the past that constantly haunts my mind
The shadows swirling around my soul creating a portentous vibe
The tragedy becomes unfolded and the pain starts to combined
With the milky tears that fall from my eyes into a whirl pool of tides
One shackle released to start a new but the other still clasping my heart
Take off the lock to fully heal the suffering that you do
I know that things start to unwind, I know things fall apart
But just remember everything I do is just for you
The isolation that I feel starts to eat up at my soul
The turmoil my life keeps protesting is starting to break me down
The nightmares start to come alive and the blood now takes control
Slowly pulling on fresh wounds and now you’ll see me frown
The winds still howl my mournful song and my vision is still distorted
The bloody handprints follow my past and fill me up with fear
But if I choose to follow the voices will I be escorted
But how much longer can I run till the blood taints my tears
You understand my train of thought, release the truth before me
You know each part of who I am and understand my feelings
The blood is starting to eat at my sanity and I’m falling to the next degree
I’ll paint all my frustrations on the guilt that’s left on my ceiling
So take away my pride and joy and steal away my emotions
I was never meant to feel a thing and be lost in desolation
I follow the constant flow of anguish and sorrows motion
So now I’ll fed upon your heart and give in to my killing temptation