A Toast To Pain Poem by Sugar Bear

Never have I been the type to be ungrateful
But I always come across miscalculations in this life
I’ve grown bitter of the everyday malfunctioned people
Since saints never get what they justify

Today’s a new bill, tomorrow’s a new sacrifice
Oh how I used to think God was angry
No happiness, despite a hand dive beneath the ice
A temporary relief of grieving

All my feelings I drink away
Give a big toast to pain
All my feelings I drink away
Give a big toast to pain

Seems like last night I smiled a few times
Though I don’t remember half the things I did
I think I kissed, undressed, maybe even slept with a random guy
Down again the slide of shame I’ve slid

Relationships are out the question
But I feel it’s time to stop living alone
I am broken and repairing myself by the fraction
Bartender another cold one before I go home

All my feelings I drink away
Give a big toast to pain
All my feelings I drink away
Give a big toast to pain