A Toxic Dilemma Poem by Pranab K Chakraborty

If you say no
Anger would not make me crazy
But if say impossible
My trousers could be thrown
In the wind in search of a saxophone

Perhaps astonished
To find the relevance
Yes is the right tune
I could sing in this turn

Opposing the arrogance
Whenever we run in quest of certainty
Hangs from behind a hollow whole
Pits are never measured
In fact beyond our mathematical capability
Only a Not always sounds
From the depth of derived time

If you say yes
My vomiting urgency
Could erect your refusal
And it is quiet white to stand alone
Further to meet our demand
Colorful, drowsy and divine
To its extreme tolerance
As if we landed just
From the unique hole of the dark
Pleasnt and placid with rupture

Torrential my journey
Through the twilight
Absorbed with the dream of
Tragical trance of a whim
To loose the known idiocy of life
To be rounded encircling regular legacy
Where life means to cross a graveyard laughingly

But failed to hold the track
But failed to identify myself a lunatic
But failed to show my charitable deplomacy
Again and again time gone away
Snatching my esteemed creepling coolness

O my dear heart
Here no bugle dictates war to follow
The ctastrophic serenade
O my dear heart
I am not captivated by any illusive delirium
Yet the lonely arena
Brings repeatedly a mystic battlefield
Me and my me fighting together to achieve
A sign of meaningfulness
Life callously carries so much brutality
The chaos of so much hunger and hangovers!

Pranab k c
20/08/2022