Addiction Poem by Anita Khelawan

You make me feel good like Halle Berry
I'm hallucinating about seeing you on a daily
You hit the spot with Kisses on my forehead
I'm feigning for your body; claiming things that don't belong to me

I love your physical features
But I am drawn to your wicked demeanor
Baby you’re my drug I can't get enough of
So when you say we are over
I go into a state of shock and act paranoia

Give me all that you have

I can't stop calling
I can't sleep
Function
Eat
I can’t stop crying
I wished you were lying
Console me
Console me forever

Sometimes i thought about breaking this cycle
But this is a clear case of my emotions on recycle

I want more of you
I want you in excessive consumption
Screen grabs. Screen shots... Endless messages are my hidden stash
It gets me through the days when i feel unloved and like trash

I’m physically tired... i just want to sleep
But on a day like this it’s very hard counting sheep
We are destiny my child
And when split up I’m do one who's still in denial
My mind is so fcuked up i rather be Latoya with traits of a preacher's child (kid)
Take me out of the Nile
Allow me to take my place at your side

I can’t tell how much I’m hook
I’m not referring to the dude from Peter Pan
'I just want you to be my man and start a fam'
There’s no place i rather be
You are my baby but sometimes i wish you was Xeezy(easy)

To my addiction...
What is love... more than a four letter word?
Turn it backwards and add an 'e' it spells evole (evolve)
That’s what i hope we can be...

I love u

Forever Yours
Mrs. C