Afraid Poem by Kay Bell

Afraid to open my eyes
Afraid all my dreams will fade away
Left only with the reality i ran from
I want to pretend for one more day

I let myself fall into a world that wasnt real
I fell deeper and deeper into this lie
Growing weaker with each passing moment
Creating stories in my head just to get by

Pulled in by the seduction
Seeing only what i wanted to
I am the cause of my own misery
For Believing these things were true.