Again Poem by sintu rongpipi

The same feelings again...
They have returned! though undesired! ! !
To make me smile again...
Build castles again...
But to be dismantled again! ! !
To make me hope again...
Have wishes again...
Day dream again...
but to be awaken up by the harsh realities! ! !
And! I have a fear...
the fear that it might end...
the fear that i might lose it again...
the fear that life might bring back the same old woes..
the fear that I might commit the same old mistakes...
of which, I still repent...
Life! as always comes in full circle,
things happened once, often get repeated twice! !