All The Times You Lied To Me Poem by Cassandra Hooper

All the times I cried alone
All the times I ran away
Written down everything
I knew I couldn't ever say
You think I got the good end
That I have the best part of this
You think I'm smiling everyday
Living in mindless empty bliss
You act like nothings wrong with me
You think I'm strong enough for this Hell
You couldn't be anymore wrong
And it gets worse everytime you yell
I can't take this screaming
Sure as Hell can't handle the pain
Can't run away anymore
I don't even want to dance in the rain
All the things I once loved
Abandoned and broken at my feet
Shattered peices of a broken life
Shards claimed in defeat
I'm not the girl you knew back then
I'm not as strong as I was before
And you can see it everytime
Your words throw me to the floor
I'm not okay and you know it
You know this is killing me
Yet you continuously go around
Asking why I can't let you be
Then when I say goodbye
You tell me to wait
I keep walking
I say its too late
But then she shows up
She keeps me bound in chains
I can't break free
Of these life threatening pains
I'm not giving up
But I'm not trying anymore
But just remember if you walk away
I'm going to lock that door