All You Will Know Poem by K J

I’ve always wanted to be so much more to you
I yearned for your touch and feel
But couldn’t seem to find my way there
I wanted to be with you
We might have had many moments together
Not all great
You just as quickly left me alone to torture myself
You found a way to affect my every thought
Today I wish you were gone
Wishing I had never been anything to you
Wishing I would just end
Thoughts of me should haunt your mind throughout the day
Thoughts that torture your soul to the point of apathy
I will guilty for leaving me for someone else
You will feel I am the one who pushed you away
You will feel lonely and dead inside
All your energy will seem to have left your body
All you will know is the pain of a lost loved one
All you will know is nothing