Am I? Poem by KayyAnn Page

Am I wrong for wanting you to stay? I know you're not mine and probably never will be but, I never met a soul as beautiful as yours. This is becoming too much. And now my heart doesn't just drip blood it pours and I don't know if I can handle this pain anymore.

Should I question my sanity for wanting you to leave everything you have for me? I mean I would do it for you, I'd do anything you'd ask me to...

Am I full of darkness if I don't want you to be happy unless it's with me? You say she was there through everything but, I was there too... I would have died for you put it all on line for you. But I guess that isn't enough.

Am I crazy for giving up on everything? It's hard for me to keep my mind focused if you're not by me.

Am I pathetic if I beg you to stay? Believe me I hate feeling this way but, there's no one I want more than you.

I'm not asking you to choose, love is not a choice... Do whatever you need to. I guess everything happens for a reason.

Even when a flower dies it goes back into the ground to help the next one grow. And everyday a part of me dies but, it's all worth it if it helps your smile grow continuously.