Ascend Poem by James Darwin Smith II

Ascend

Her heart
Should never be a conquest, No
For it is too sacred and special
Full of strong fortitude and goodwill
So powerfully profound
In its blessed beats
Attuned with so much beauty
Traveling endless miles
Of care and devotion
All in the exploration
Of what true love really is
Her heart
So special in many ways
A force so peaceful
So loving
And everything
That even goes
Beyond beauty's reach

Who is she?
The very beauty
That beats within
This heart's dreams
Floating around gracefully
Spreading warmth diligently
Helping me cope
With everything and anything
That has disabled this soul
To an utter stop
In this chaotic mindset
Of self-personal release


She is a heart with wings
Striving to fly me into unconditional love's reign
Through a mesmerizing journey untamed
Never questioning these flaws as a constraint
But a free and liberating state of soul weaving grace
Opening them with such kindness and warmth
Always smiling, Never a looking at me with disgust
Flying beyond the skies
Into the heavens sublime
Always making it feel at home
Wherever it may roam


She is the dream of all dreams
The fantasies of all fantasies
And I had to wake up
To never see her again

But with this spirit within I feel
More than I can ever feel
In that I may find her again
Even these eyes open
Upon the endless heights
Of bravery where I shall finally ascend


These ears hear her beats even now
They transform upon
The sonar of these dreams
So near and dear
Yet, far away somehow
In the open airs of endless devotion
But I strive to seek her out
If only she sent me signs
Of knowing I truly exist
Somehow, someway


She never sees me as ugly
Nor judges me as a whole
I feel this all within
In an indigo type perspective
As this intuition
Slowly and surely grows


Her heart
With wings
Only the high heavens could supply
I dream of her love
And with her
Hand in hand
Flying to brand new heights


With hope instilled
Everything shall become real
In this prophecy within
Dreams shining upon heaven's lights

Her heart
I shall always love
Till she said she had enough
Till she wants even more
And on and on and on





When she looks within this flesh
Penetrating her loving visions into this soul
Making me feel ever so comfortable
In knowing
Everything will be alright
Then I will truly know…


She is an Angel
With flaws and all
Battle tested through time
My love, my utter divine
Once broken but always inclined
Paying respect to true love
A love that I once never thought I could ever find
Finally never feeling like this existence has been declined


If this is all just a dream
All will be fine
No more punishing feelings inside
Even with impossibility
Possibility somehow someway
Ends up coming out to shine

She is my heart shaped love
And I am hers to find
Will everything be alright?
I suppose it is up for time to decide


Her heart
Should never be a conquest
Even if she was never meant to be mine
I would at least want her to be truly loved
For whom she is all within
Her spirit, flawed, yet so divine


But still
I dream of her being mine
So I can be hers
Making sure she is safe and secured
Never having to worry
Ever again

Will she call me lover?
Will she call me friend?
Perhaps, Both
I suppose that all depends
When our destinies finally make amends




She is love
The dream of dreams
The heart of all that is sacred
The pilot of this endless journey
The venture of this heart's long
And winding ascension
She is my endless devotion
Going beyond the limits
Off the deepest of ends


Lover or friend
Or perhaps both
I just want her deep within this life
So this heart can finally truly ascend
To the highest reaches of hope
As two become one
In this journey beyond the end

So what will happen next?

Ascend!