Becomin' Numb Poem by Bragg Adocio

The empty space where you used to sit is acting like a shot of novacane.
The longer you're gone, the less i want to feel the world and the more i want to feel you.
You have my heart so it makes perfect sense when the further from me you go, the more lifeless i become.

I have entrusted in you my heart and all i ask is that you don't LOSE it,
never BREAK it!
Please don't SCRATCH it,
not a SCRATCH!
Don't TEAR me!
No more BROKEN HEARTS!
Just HEAR me,
LISTEN,
Don't SCARE me!
PROTECT me, instead of BREAK me!
In spite of my FRAGILITY,
CARRESS me,
and HOLD me like you want me in your RIBCAGE,
like HEARTBEAT!

I've given you my heart and all i pray is;
'Don't LOSE it. Please don't HURT me, im allergic to PAIN, so, if you are going to KILL me;
Do it FAST
not SLOW!
KILL ME SWIFTLY!
SEDATE me first!
don't DROP ME,
A FALL TAKES WAY TOO LONG!
don't give me any time to say GOODBYE,
JUST TAKE ME, so i can still have all the thoughts of how much I LOVE YOU in my mind! '
I have offered you my heart to hold and all i ask is that you TAKE ME.

My ribcage once asked me,
'Why drum such fast heartbeats and get chills down your spine when she comes before your eyes?
Why let HER control you, why not let ME control your heart and keep it in me SAFELY? Why give such a precious thing to this GIRL, to some beautiful 'STRANGER''
I told him,
'Because my heart needs DANGER,
it seeks IMBALANCE.
My heart can not survive in my chest ALONE, so i tear at my ribcage to let it escape and risk DEATH! '
Why?
Because i trusted you to TAKE me,
I trusted you to HOLD me
Because i trusted you to NURTURE me,
Because i trusted that you would never TOY with me, so i tempted you to BREAK me!
All because i wanted you to make the jump and fall in LOVE with me! .......
That is the reason why i trust you with the power to DESTROY me! ........
Use it wisely.