Before I Go Poem by Lauren Unicorn

The picture is fading
The insults are making-
me feel like I'm nothing inside.
And I've considered,
Life without the litter-
thrashing ever corner of my mind.

But can someone actually live like that?
Or is it all my fantasy?
Should I really even try?
Or should I just pack up my things and die?

Because I- I want you to know,
Before i decide to go that you can't hurt me anymore
You won't have to put on a show-
Of this illusion you call love
No more pretending you give a...
about the girl you hurt the most.