Being Good Is No Fun Poem by Lorena Walker

I long to be good
but it is never much fun
but once I've taken that first hit
it is never just one
those are the moments I feel alive
when I'm truly happy
but you say it's not right
but it is all a part of me
You have kept me living
and it seems much too long
my life feel useless and boring
all i have is this pumpkins songs
but you say that is not right
and i can not understand why
so I am just good for nothing
and will regret it all, when I die.