Blossem In My Stomach Poem by Augustine Sheek

The distant breeze calls for me
pulling me drifting
deeper and deeper
until i see the nothing but the whispers
showing a way
and a truth
i trade my sadness for a smile
and i would turn the dial and see a place of
tranquility, serenity and beauty wrapped in a bow.
A present i didnt know how badly i wanted.
to be normal
to be free
to be me and only me
not for you not for him
not for anything on just a whim.
I felt a piece of dry ground grow.
I felt a blossom in my stomach
that grew and grew
and now is filled me with a wish a hope and dream
not everything is always what it seems
and l know nothing will ever be perfect.
but i chose to smile
i chose to love
i chose to fill a void with laughter
and chaos with silence.
I chose to live with life
instead of dark and dreary fear.
I know the time is near
when everything could disappear
but i will dance in the rain
and without disdain flood my body
with all of it
leaving nothing but a smile and wink
like a link to my heart
the beginning will start and my mind and heart will never be apart.