Both Sides Of Suicide Poem by Debbie Casey

Both Sides Of Suicide

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Twas the night before the death of a very sad man,
He was sitting all alone and would not stand.
All hope he had lost and he just didn't care,
The misery consumed him as he sat there.

The joy was gone the sadness over whelming,
The pain filled his heart as his soul was fading.
He was scared of what the future might bring,
He was so tired of all the suffering.

Darkness is everywhere, he couldn't see the light.
He lost all control of what once was his life,
So many regrets and things left undone,
Over time he forgot how to have fun.

He had been this way for a very long time,
He had so much to do but fell behind.
He forgot what happiness was all about,
He was very tired and ready to check out.

He tried to find something to grasp onto,
He changed his life and made everything new.
Depression and sadness would not go away,
He was ready to leave, did not want to stay.

He began to get his affairs in order,
His choice had been made, it made him bolder.
He believed the solution was to take his own life,
To leave everything behind, turn out the light.

He thought his decision was best for us all,
That fact that he believed it was his downfall.
I wish he had known this act would destroy us,
But his despair kept him in blindness.

There are those of you, who feel this same way,
There is no way out and you don’t want to stay.
There are ways to help ease the lives we live,
There is medicine and therapy that is effective.

If you think the solution is to take your life,
Come out of the darkness and into the light.
There are many whose lives will be ruined who care,
With the right help there will be no despair.

So, please do not worry or give up hope,
There are things you can do to help you cope.
Think of those who love and who depend on you,
The lives affected are more than a few.

Do the right thing; get the help that you need,
It will change your life you will soon see.
The people who care want you around,
If you will reach out, a new life can be found.

POET'S NOTES ABOUT THE POEM
I lost my love, my best friend, my husband, and the father to my children to suicide on Dec.13th. At that time he truly convinced himself it was the best thing for everyone. He had struggled with depression since he was as young as 12. We met when we where both 13. Throughout our teenage years I noticed Mike's moods would go in phases. He was either way over the top happy or very depressed. Even after we got married and had two kids, he would still go through cycles. He refused to take medication. (just that alone could have saved his life.) I am sure if he had known the devastation his decision left behind, he would of never taken his own life. The boys were 13 and 16 at the time. They went from having these great plans for the future to loosing all hope. My hope is this poem will help those who want to take their life, think twice about and get help. It is also for those who live with someone like my late-husband in hopes they can understand the other side...
=) Debbie

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Debbie Ward Casey 2013

In memory of my love,
Michael La'Von Casey
01/26/1967 - 12/13/2002
COMMENTS OF THE POEM
Loyd C Taylor Sr 15 May 2014

Hello poet Debbie. This was very sad. My heart goes out to you and others who may be in the same situation. Blessings, Loyd

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Akhtar Jawad 15 May 2014

The poetess has described her husband just a day before he committed suicide. she teaches a lesson to those who become so much pessimistic that they decide to end their life. One must read this poem if he has ever thought to commit suicide. It's nice poem based on facts.

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