Can'T Stand You Poem by Courtney Caine

anger run through my veins
I cant stand you
I hate everything about you
why cant you see that
I cant stand that you care now
Ive waited so long
I was invisible for so long
I wanted it so bad
but i learned to live without it
but now its here i cant stand it
to have you care now when i needed it then
I hate it
I hate you
want you dead
does that make me a bad person
to want that to happen
to want you to leave and never come back
its so much better when your gone
we was happy
and now its gone
now its like hell
we are always fighting
screaming i was scared i wont lie
but you never listen
I hurt so much you can see it
but u never see it
you only see what you want
i just want to forget about you
pretend you was never real
that all those time where just nightmares
that i could just forget
but there back and they wont go away
i want to forget never to remember
i want it to all go away
i cant stand to think about it
it kills me slowly makes me wish for death
ill never tell but i feel it
i feel everything that you have done
makes me want to rip my skin off
makes me want to throw up
and the hate only grows stronger
you broke me
nothing will ever be the same
you took away everything
you took my life but in return i took yours to.