Chahta to jawab de sakta tha us din
Magar uljha tha kudh ki parchaii mein
Do pal chahta tha sakuun KO paana magar uljha tha tanhai mein
Tumne to keh diya bas itna reh Gaya humare beech
Main uljajh Gaya tha apni hi gehrai mein
Chahta to AA b sakta tha us din
Magar uljha rehta tanhai mein
Main to gumsum tha us din
Apni hi parchai mein
Jag KO bhul ke do pal sakuun chahta tha
Main islie thodha dur jata tha
Socha tha k man KO mana lunga
Main Aapne Aap KO Bhul Ke Jag KO Suljha Lunga
Uljha Tha Duniya Ke Dastur Mein
Jisse Chahta Tha Main Ussi Se Dur Jata Tha
Gussa Tha Mere Andar Apni Hi Parchai Ka
Kudh Se Khaffa Tha Itna
Kya Gilla Karta Logo Ki Rusvai Ka
Ek Baat Main Tumko Batla Deta Hu
Kuch Uljhe Sawal Suljha Leta Hu
Par Aage Kya Karta Duniya Ki Ladhai Mein
Tanha Aur Bebas Mehsus Karta Beedh Ki Parchai Mein
Khud KO Ladhne Ke Liye Tayar Karna Chahta Hu
Khud Himmat Juta Ke Main Jag Mein Badhna Chahta Hu
Rusva Islie Nai Tumne Sach Kyu Bola
Rusva Islie Nai K Mujhse Naata Kyu Jodha
Tumne Kaha Tha Ek Din
Sahara Mat Bano
Main Aapne H Sahare KO Chodhna Chahta Hu
Kuch Sach Aaise the Bayan Nai Kar Sakta
Mallum Na Tha K Unko Par Nai Kar Sakta
Main Sare Rishte Naate Chodh Kar Kuch Karna Chahta Hu
Main Is Duniya Mein Aapne BAL Par Aage Badhna Chahta Hu
Bahut Din Ho Gaye Hairan B Tha Paresan B Tha
Main Us Pareshanni Ke Sabab KO Khudh Harna Chahta Hu
Main Kuch Pal Ke Lie Khudh KO Bhulana Chahta Hu
Sochta Hu Man KO Mana Leta Hu
Kuch Pal Has Ke Main Thodha Muskra Leta Hu
Himmat Thi K Tutte JA Rahi Thi
Kai Roz Se Mujhko Gehri Neend AAA Rahi Thi
Yaadien Thi K Bhula Nai Sakta
Unko Saath Lekar Main Khul Ke Muskra Nai Sakta
Kuch Aachi B Yaadien Thi
Jo Rula Deti Thi
Kudh KO Chup Karane K Aawaj Mein Bahut Kuch Samjha Deti Thi
Kuch Sach Aaise the K Manna Mushkil Tha
Sab Kuch Chah Kar B Harktahoon KO Bandha Deti Thi
Socha Bahut Baar K Aage Se Aisa Na Karu'
Har Roj Nai Subah Ehaas Dila Deti Thi
Sach to Ye Hai K Main Khud Nai Janta K Main Kya Kar Raha Hu
Khud Nai Janta K Aapne Aap KO Tabah Kar Raha Hu
In Kavittaon Ke Jariye Aapna Gussa Nikal Leta Hu
Main Kuch Pal Aandhere Mein Jaa Kar Aansuon KO Chuppa Leta Hu
Tum to Mere Chehre KO Jante Ho
Har Raaj Unse Padh Lete Ho
Manta Hu Main Aapna Chehra Chuppa Nai Sakta
Is Beedh Mein Tanha Ho Kar Muskra Nai Sakta
Bahut Rullaya Hai Tumko Mujhe Maalum Hai
Bahut Tadpaya Hai Tumko Mujhe Mallum Hai
Is Kishtii KO Duba Kar Main Muskura Nai Sakta
Aapne Seene Pe Chot Kha Kar Main Hasa Nai Sakta
Koshish Bahut Ki Muskarane Ki Logon KO Hasane Ki
Kya Karta Tumhare Samne Koi Mukhoota Laga Nai Sakta
In Dinno Main VO Nai Hu Jo Main Hu Sach Mein
Main Bhul Gaya Hu Main Kaun Hu Sach Mein
Kabhi Bemainne Si Lagti Hai Aapni Hond
Ye Sach Chuupa Nai Sakta
Koshish Ki Thi Tumse Sach Chupaane Ki
Kya Karu Is Haal Mein Sach Bta B Nai Sakta
Jana Chahta Hu Kahin Duur Yaha Se
Par Yaadon Se Duur Main Jaa Nai Sakta
Tum to Sochte Hoge Har Waqt Rote Rehta Hu
Kyun Main Muskura Nai Sakta
Tanha Mehsuus Karta Hu
Main Kahin Duur Jaa Nai Sakta
Jab Sochta Hu Aane Wale Kal Ke Bare Bein
Bin Aansu Bahaye Raha Nai Jata
Aaj Kal to Bin Baat Ke Neer Bahaye Raha Nai Jata
Hontho Se Piikar Us Neer KO Main Pyaas Aapni Bhujha Nai Sakta
Logon Ki Beedh Mein Main Khul Ke Muskra Nai Sakta
Jab Aahat Ho Jata Hu Khudh Aapne Aap Se
To Aanap Shanaap Bak Deta Hu
Tumhe Chot Pahuncha Kar Main Khudh Ke Dard KO Chuppa Nai Sakta
Dost Manta Hu Tumhe
Sach Batane Ke Lie
Magar Kamjoor Aapne Aap KO Banana Nai Chahta
Sab Kuch Galat Karke B Main Muskarana Nai Chahta
Har Koi Hai Sath Mera Deta Main Kisi Ka Saath Nibha Nai Sakta
Tumhe to Malum Hai K Main Aapne Man Mein Aayi Baat Main Tumse Chupa Nai Sakta
Itna Kamjoor Ho Gaya Hu
K Khudh KO Dhokha Diye Jata Hu
Chup Reh Kar Tamasha Bana Kar Main Sab Kuch Bol Jata Hu
Kuch Pal Bache the Khushion Ke Lie
Main U Hi Barbaad Kar Jata Hu
Malum Hai Negetivism Bhara Hua Hai Mere Aandhar
Par Main Aaisa Nai Tha
Ek Saal Se Na Jane Kya Hua Main Itna Tanha B Nai Tha
Ab Ye Mat Kehna K Tum Mujhe Saja Sunna Nai Sakte
Ye Haq Main Tumko De Jata Hu
Aise Saja Sunnana Mujhko
Jo Ho Kabiil in Aapradho Ki
Malum Hai Saja K Layak Hu
Jo Saja Chahe Sunna Dena
Mujhpe Reham Mat Khaana
Bas Itna Farz Nibha Dena
Aasha Karta Hu Umeed Ke Daman Se
Main Khud KO Phir Sambhal Jau
Jo Main Aasal Mein Hu VO Main Logo KO Ban Ke Dikhau
Likhna to Bahut Kuch Chahta Hu
Magar Bore Itna Nai Karna Chahta Hu
Umeed Karta Hu Jaldi H Sajja Suna Doge
Umeed Karta Hu Is Unsuljhi Gunjhal KO Jald Suljha Lunga
NT Alive Se Us Purane Aman KO Main Jaldhi Hi Paa Lunga
Agar Ulajh Gaya Is Uljhan Mein
Thodha Waqt Jaroor Aur Lag Jayga
Par Aasha Ka WO Suraj Jaldi Hi Sawera Le Kar Aayga
Chahta to Hu Ek Rishta Jeevan Bhar Ka
Muskrate Hue Chehro Se
Bataunga Us Din Jis Din Aapne Aap KO Suljha Lunga
Umeed Ke Daman Mein Khilte Hue Suraj Ki Laali Jab Chalkegi
Ek Aise Missal Ban Jaye Hum Is Man Mein Jo Chamkegii
Socha to Pehle B Tha
K Tumko WO Rishta Batla Du
Tumhare Muh Se Nikli Har Baat KO Sach Se Sehla du
Vaise to Mujhe Log Kehte Hain K Main Rishtoon Ke Maine Nai Jaanta
Par Chahta Hu K Jalad Sikh Jau
UN Daagho Ki Gehraion KO
Hain Ye Sach Hai K Us Rishte Ke Bare Mein Maine Aaj Tumhe Disclose Subah Kiya Tha
Ek Msg Bejha Tha Aisa Jisne Tumko Hairran Kia Tha
Tumne Socha Hoge K Maine Fwd Msg Bhej Diya Hoga
Yaad Karo Us Msg KO Muh B Meetha Tumhara Kiya Tha
Ye to Sach Hai Juab Saochu Tere Bare Main Koi Quality Nazar Nai Aati
Phir B Na Jane Kyun Taar Mil Jate Hain
Aaj Jab Likh Raha Hu Ye Sab
To Kuch to Khawab Badla Hoga
Aache Se Bure Se Aur Bure Ke Safar Mein
Socho Main Kitna Badla Hounga
Aacha to Ab Bas Karta Hu
Tum Kahoge Pagal V likhta Rehta Hai
Aare Bhul Gaye
Ye Sab Likh Ke to Main Aapna Man Halka Karta Hu
Better Mehsus Kar Raha Hu NW
Islie Main AA nai Sakta Tha
Janta Hu Tumhe Gussa Dilla Kar Khud Khushi Paa Nai Sakta Tha
Pehli Baar Ek Aarji Likhi Hai Kisi KO
Jawab Ki Umeed Rakhta Hu
Halke Se Mat Nipta Jana
Tumhari Gallian Sunne Ke Lie Tarasta Tu
Aacha Likhna to Bahut Kuch Chahta Hu
Par Yahi Par Bas Karta Hu
Gusse Se Hansi Dilwaddi Mujhe
Aur Kya Main Umeed Karta Hu
Jaldi Jawab Dena Is Khat Ka
Intezaar Mein Palke Band Karta Hu
Main Tumse Bahut Kuch Umeed Karta Hu
Aacha Main Yahi Bas Karta Hu..............
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Nt Alive
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem